I broke my hurt

Inspired by a sentence from one of my lectures... "I cut my finger" that's meant foreigners often blame themselves of the accident which's happened....
(bukannya orang2 Indonesia yg suka bilang.. "tangan gue terluka"..pas ditanya gara2 sapa, jawabnya "gara2 pisau"... tu kan nyalahin orang/benda lain)

In this case,,actually, this's my fault.. I've already known the best ways to face the bad-boys..but I can't do it well...
How stupid I am...

on the other hand, I always feel a little bit confuse.. "why do I often meet bad-boys??"... Although, I often try to avoid it. I perfectly fall in love to them...

In my holy book said that "a good girl is just for a good boy." but one of my best friend told me that "God is so fair. A good one is just a bad one. It's used to fix it to the right way."..... which one is true????

That's not really important.. I just want to "delete" him from my heart right now...!!!! Anybody can help me,please????!!!!!!

My First Public Speaking

I just get this lecture (Public Speaking) in 5th term and I was really nervous when I had to give the speech. although, I were a volunteer. hehe
Actually, I had already got the good topic since a few weeks ago when my classmate gave the controversial topic about a bad boy is different from a playboy. And I really want to refuse that argument
at the moment, I was getting more nervous. Moreover, the first speaker (Ica) failed but, the second one (Faozan,the new comer) was succeessful.
when my hands sweated and my knees shook, my best friend (Nitha) told me to relax and try to do the best
Finally, I can do it well
and now, I'm preparing the next topic for mid-term test. wish me can be successful

My Lovely Hometown

It was almost 7 years, I've never visited there
I realized that I really miss it

On the first day, I went to "alun-alun" for having breakfast
and in the afternoon, we went to a Junior High School near my grandma's house to play basket ball there

That's the boys... hehehee

We often played UNO card all the time
Here they are...
who got punishment when they became the looser
ahahahaha

The main part of my grandma's house
I often spent my whole time here

My brothers when visited our relatives' house at night

my uncle-my brother-my lovely Mom

me-vian

It's me

We were going to the beach at noon
We were fishing, swimming, playing sands and waves, having brunch, and taking some photos

Gegap Gempita Ramadhan

Actually, it's quite late talking about the beginning of Ramadhan because It's already the seventeenth day..hehe

But if you know my purpose to write down here.. You'll know my great reason
Since a few years ago, I saw that so many people look so busy to face Ramadhan.. Started by sending apologize to other people via phone,messages or others.. Buying the new pray equipment to be used for Taraweh,, in fact, they just come to the mosque at the first week and will disappear in the next weeks.. It causes the empty spaces there
Where have they been??

They're busy to prepare everything for Lebaran's Day which's still 3 weeks later.. Waaaaawwwww
IS IT THE REALITY OF RAMADHAN AND LEBARAN's DAY IN OUR COUNTRY??!!

Friendship

One of us is so debonair.. Another one is really mesmerize.. There's also the incredible one.. And the other one is the apple of us.. But there's one thing that's absolutely right.. We're irreplaceable
That's the beginning of our friendship

At the first time..the vanity, fuss, ease, accomplishment's struggling, dread, and any others may wound our friendship
Expectation and regret are still useful to synchronize our differences.. Bliss and teardrops are also coloring it

It's hard to conceive that It'll already be run out
coz unrealized..one by one forsakes each other
Although it's looked plain enough but it's very heavenly
I so hesitate that it will be in our lifetime
But if it has to fade away..sooner or later
I wish..there won't be any foe..
And I wanna be so grateful coz God has already given it to me..

Ancol again and again

It's me
Actually..I don't really like going to beach moreover "Ancol"
But..some of my friends asked me to do there

We arrived quite late
And I thought that It's not a good idea to take any photos

uland-me-wede-Fynda

After that we went to Kota in order to have Padang Satay which's delicious (my friend told it to me)
but..I can't find it..
and I think It'll be better to go there in the afternoon or evening before Sun sets..

Spain is the best team

This is the Spain's national team
In World Cup 2010, they always give the best game
I hope they can go on to Final and be the winner

He's my favorite player
He can make a wonderful goal that made this team go on to the next game
I also wish, He can get the gold shoes as the top scorer

Finally, Little.N grew older..

we celebrated Nitha's birthday on 12 July 2010

Now, she's 20 years old
I have a lot of wishes for her.. my best little friend

My best friend, little.N
You're the apple of your family,friends, and lovers
Don't be changed!! as a debonair and an exceptional girl
You have to know something
In your wonderful life, You'll face and have any disturbing, failure, or even accomplishment
Sometimes, you can do anything effortlessly but in the other time, you should creep up to achieve it
but, don't be look like a faded picture!!
I want you're able to struggle and maintain what you want
I wanna be your "real" friend who's not only with you in the joyful time but also when you've a lot of teardrops or dread in your entire life..

We celebrated it with Ica-Ila-Nopi

Nopi-Nitha-Ila-Ica-Gue

Nopi-Ila-Ica when they sang a song for Nitha
It's a song of Westlife-more than words

Ica-Nitha-Gue
Ila-Nopi

Don't push someone to change himself (edited from Mario Teguh's note)

Jangan paksa orang untuk berubah karena itu sulit.

Biarkanlah mereka memilih cara terbaik bagi kehidupan mereka sendiri,
karena itu adalah hak mereka untuk hidup dalam cara yang nyaman bagi mereka.

Mengertilah bahwa;

Berubah itu sangat sulit. Jadi, janganlah paksa orang yang merasa sulit untuk berubah.

Sangat sulit untuk memaksa diri ini untuk melakukan perubahan,
bahkan yang kecil, walau pun untuk yang penting.

Lebih mudah untuk tidak berubah,
dan meneruskan hidup dalam kesulitan.

Maka,
Jangan paksa orang untuk berubah. Berubah itu sulit.
Perubahan itu tidak mudah, terutama untuk memperbaiki kualitas hidup.

Lebih mudah meneruskan apa adanya,
walau pun tidak mudah hidup dalam kesulitan.

Karena itu, jangan ganggu dia yang sulit berubah,
walau pun itu untuk kebaikannya sendiri.

Biarkanlah dia mengutamakan yang mudah sekarang,
karena dia tidak keberatan dengan kesulitannya.

Berubah untuk kebaikan itu sulit,
lebih mudah untuk meneruskan kelemahan hidup.

Maka, lebih berkasih-sayang lah.

………..

Kita memiliki hak yang sama bagi keputusan-keputusan yang berdampak bagi kualitas kehidupan kita masing-masing.

Jika ada orang yang membenci keadaan buruknya dan memprotes kehidupan atas kelemahan hidupnya, tetapi menolak untuk memulai perubahan yang tulus bagi kebaikannya, kita harus tetap menghormati keputusannya.

Dia mungkin tidak akan menghormati dirinya sendiri yang membenci keadaannya, tetapi tidak ikhlas melakukan yang diketahuinya baik untuk dilakukannya.
Maka hormatilah keputusannya.

Apakah dia akan mengerti bahwa dia sendiri yang menjadi penyebab bagi kelemahan hidupnya?

Tidak..!!!!!
Itu sebabnya kita harus lebih menyayanginya.

"Bad Boy" will always be a bad boy

I really hate you
because I can't forget you
as hard as I try.. you're always in my whole mind
when I can forget you.. you often remind me of you
but when I can't do it anymore..you just go away as you like to do
please..give me a rational reason in order to make it easier to do

I pray all day...asking to be given the easiest way for this
"If I can't be with you..It'll be better if I can forget you as soon as possible"
I have to do it to minimize pain in my heart which can't you know

you teach me to be an independent woman who can face everything in my whole world
Thanks to be in my world although we can't be in love

Sudden Hang out

nitha-gue-nopi
we're in Comic cafe (Tebet) after went to Ambassador

It's caused by nopi who was so hungry and then having late lunch

after move from one table to another table..finally we choose a table in an empty room
(ckckckckckck..so stupid)

nitha-gue-nopi

Inaguration BEM 2010-2012

This is a banner of our event

It was a little bit difficult to hang it on the wall

It's all member of our BEM 2010-2012

It's time to sign "something important"
frans-kak sila-DJ-kak buyung
gue lgi tandatangan (ahahahaha)

We're from "Cungkring" team for outbond
herman-gue-ila-tika-kak udung

We're in the Cilember waterfall in our spare time after playing outbond
nitha-mas chandra-gue-caca

They're the winner of our event.. Mr. and Ms. Terrrr...
Kak yossi-Danny-Haniah-Caca-Ila

We're from "Cungkring" team as the winner of outbond..ahahahha
Herman-kak udung-Tika-gue-Ila

Friday Freezing

gue-caca-nitha-kak chelsea

we spent our time to play ice skating
that's a little bit stupid coz we couldn't play it except nitha

and then we went to J'Co

Who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell. You know you love me
x.o.x.o Gossip Girl

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Those are Chuck - Jenny - Dan - Nate -Blaire - Serena

It tells about some teenagers' problems which spread in Gossip Girl's blog
It's about love, competition, hate and jealousy

everything can be changed

i had ever said that everything that is impossible..always impossible forever
all differences can't be similar..
there's no chance for us together whatever its reason..

that's make me always tried to avoid all feeling which I've ever felt..
but if i tried harder, all of it became more difficult to overcome..

finally, i thought that I'll do what you said.. "Just let it flow"
but, when i just enjoy its flow..why is it faster happened???
and maybe since right now,everything's really different..

it's not only about our principal but also about your/our feeling which make us do something that you called "Just let it flow"..

something that's usual become unusual,now

i hope,it won't be faster to happen