Did I do any failure???

He's not someone that I just knew. I've met him since a couple years ago. I've never felt anything about him. When my best friend told me that he n I had the same love life experience. I just thought that everyone can have it too...
So, when he texted me first, I thought nothing. Moreover, I was getting closer to someone that I liked at that time
But, a few months ago, everything changed. I still can't understand what do I actually feel to him.
I just guess that he can be a friend, best friend, brother, or anything else that I expect of someone who I'll love later
or maybe it's already happening now. I'm already falling in love with him and it's getting deep and deeper

You can call me an egoistic girl if I say that I want you have the same feeling with me but that's how a love is running in our life, right???

Lovely Sunday

It has been long time, I've not written any story
A few weeks ago, me and my friends went to "OutBond Holic" which's an outbond area in a recreation centre
We just had a plan that was playing outbond and walking around the beach
We started trying the track from the easiest one that's Green Track -> Blue Track -> (Red.Brown Track) that we left because we went on to the highest -> Black Track
But one of my friends left the game. She was afraid and just tried to the Blue one. In fact, it's really high and W.O.W
Although, I felt a little bit terrible because actually I'm phobia of high land but I'm satisfied because I can handle my problems and get Crazy experience on that Sunday

Our plan change when Ulan's sister came and asked her husband to take us to Dufan.ahaha
The others were afraid of adventural games. On the other hand, I really wanted to play it
So, I decided to stand in Tornado line and played on it.ahaha
We went home in the evening with "broken" body and had to face Damn Monday morning /(-,-")\
but I always said Thanks so much God for that Amazing Sunday

TEFL

TEFL is Teaching English as Foreign Language.. a lecture that divided into 2 and now I get the first one
It's talking about how is the way to "stand up" before the class to deliver the material that's English as our Foreign Language
Although, I haven't really like being a teacher but I want to be able doing it as well as I could
I promise that I will learn it seriously from the way to teach vocabulary, writing, reading, listening, and any others
Because I really hope that my students can be able to practice it written and oral..
Please, cross your fingers on me for the luck ^-^

Literature

It's one of lectures that I have to be learned as a student of English Literature
Actually, It's still divided into 3, like prose (6th term), poetry (6th term), and drama (will be in 7th term).
Prose is also divided into 2 kinds, non-fiction (informative) which's used to inform and educate, such as newspaper, magazine, dictionary, and any others.. fiction (imaginative) is used to entertain and educate,too , like novels, short story, fabel, and others.
In this term, I should analyze a best seller novel with my partner who is a little bit "irresponsible" and I terribly hate it -.- and I have to make my own short story as final assignment

I hope I will be luckier in prose and drama lectures

6th Term

I just started the first day on the 6th term and it was raining all day. It causes most of people including me, feel so lazy to do everything
I was wet when I arrived at college and unfortunately I wore white shoes which was getting so dirty.. iyyuuuhh.. how fool I am
but it was still continuable to the evening. because of my laziness to fillful the gas in my motorcycle when I went home. I had to do it in the evening when the weather is getting cooler
By wearing a pajamas, a sweater and with a messy hair, I went out in a cold evening -,-
but I still wish that it'll not be a bad term for good ^-^

Main Role

I love you, it's not because who you are but it's caused by who I am
When I discover this world. maybe you're nothing but for me you are the world

Sometimes most of people feel doubt when they already get a successful carrier, good appearance, and wealth but they haven't got any girl/boyfriend
Actually, it has an easy answer. "They are too busy to look for the love and ask it to God."

"Who have a role to find out our soulmate??"
...We have a big role on it. By asking it to God in order to be sent someone who we want at the wonderful time and at the moment you wait for it. God will give you a lot chances to increase your value due to be deserve to get him/her..
But if you don't get someone who you want, maybe God has already prepared someone who is better for you (someone who is not only better but also you need)

So, in this life you have a big role to try doing and asking the best. But the result is MAINLY depend on Him