My Future

I know nothing about life moreover about Love

The only thing I know and realize when I'm with him is happiness in my deepest heart

When I started typing, I planned to say million things about love.. but when I stared at his portrait and remember all things that we have already passed, I lost every single word

Long Distance Relationship that we have.. never being a big obstacle for us and I totally wish that it will always be like this until our real togetherness come

The thing that I really wanna tell you, my dearest @Febry Herlambang ; thank you for...

•  coming into my life 
• loving me like it's your life
• trusting me to keep your heart
• talking all wonderful planning for us
• giving me much irreplaceable life ever 

Perhaps, I'm not good to keep promise but I will always try to do the best for you and us

I will always love you ever after

I will give all happiness that I could

I will always keep your heart as well

I will make our planning real

I will also give you the same irreplaceable life as you give to me, much more

Give your advice to yourself, please!!

Relationship in my imagination is a connection between 2 people who love each other n always wanna try to do n give the best

it's not the matter of giving a lot of advice to one side or push him/her to do what do you want without wanna know his/her feeling n willing

so if i feel that a relationship is already out of those lines, i prefer to break it out

n perhaps, that's one of reasons for being a single happy

sometimes i just hate talking about an agreement that already was deal by both sides

once both said "goodbye" that means forever -,-

English Drama

This was becoming one of most wanted lectures since all students were in 2nd term

my friends and I really expected many things in this lecture

we had already watched the previous drama performances and really wanted to do much better things in ours

but unfortunately, we got an "unwanted" lecture (sorry to be too honest :p)

almost an half term, we felt that we got nothing just a big theory which we had already got in "Introduction to Literature)

she couldn't explain clearly and not really communicative to the students

that's why we had a lot of chaos in our drama performance

although we had to prepare the stage, lighting, sound system, guests list, snacks, and other little things..we believed that we can do and get the best

at least, we reached our own expectations and declined "the enemy's statement" who said that our class will never ever be in unite :)

Did I do any failure???

He's not someone that I just knew. I've met him since a couple years ago. I've never felt anything about him. When my best friend told me that he n I had the same love life experience. I just thought that everyone can have it too...
So, when he texted me first, I thought nothing. Moreover, I was getting closer to someone that I liked at that time
But, a few months ago, everything changed. I still can't understand what do I actually feel to him.
I just guess that he can be a friend, best friend, brother, or anything else that I expect of someone who I'll love later
or maybe it's already happening now. I'm already falling in love with him and it's getting deep and deeper

You can call me an egoistic girl if I say that I want you have the same feeling with me but that's how a love is running in our life, right???

Lovely Sunday

It has been long time, I've not written any story
A few weeks ago, me and my friends went to "OutBond Holic" which's an outbond area in a recreation centre
We just had a plan that was playing outbond and walking around the beach
We started trying the track from the easiest one that's Green Track -> Blue Track -> (Red.Brown Track) that we left because we went on to the highest -> Black Track
But one of my friends left the game. She was afraid and just tried to the Blue one. In fact, it's really high and W.O.W
Although, I felt a little bit terrible because actually I'm phobia of high land but I'm satisfied because I can handle my problems and get Crazy experience on that Sunday

Our plan change when Ulan's sister came and asked her husband to take us to Dufan.ahaha
The others were afraid of adventural games. On the other hand, I really wanted to play it
So, I decided to stand in Tornado line and played on it.ahaha
We went home in the evening with "broken" body and had to face Damn Monday morning /(-,-")\
but I always said Thanks so much God for that Amazing Sunday

TEFL

TEFL is Teaching English as Foreign Language.. a lecture that divided into 2 and now I get the first one
It's talking about how is the way to "stand up" before the class to deliver the material that's English as our Foreign Language
Although, I haven't really like being a teacher but I want to be able doing it as well as I could
I promise that I will learn it seriously from the way to teach vocabulary, writing, reading, listening, and any others
Because I really hope that my students can be able to practice it written and oral..
Please, cross your fingers on me for the luck ^-^

Literature

It's one of lectures that I have to be learned as a student of English Literature
Actually, It's still divided into 3, like prose (6th term), poetry (6th term), and drama (will be in 7th term).
Prose is also divided into 2 kinds, non-fiction (informative) which's used to inform and educate, such as newspaper, magazine, dictionary, and any others.. fiction (imaginative) is used to entertain and educate,too , like novels, short story, fabel, and others.
In this term, I should analyze a best seller novel with my partner who is a little bit "irresponsible" and I terribly hate it -.- and I have to make my own short story as final assignment

I hope I will be luckier in prose and drama lectures