1st Anniversary

You are really the most irreplaceable gift that Allah sends to me..

You could accept me while I'm no one.. no thing.. haven't draw my future yet..

There is nothing I could give back to you as the best return for your presence..

 

Perhaps, it's too late to say thank you so much for your best during our togetherness in a year..

I really hope n pray that you still wanna stay much longer with me..

A year, a couple year..as long as our lifetime in lovely togetherness..

Keep loving each other.. Stay being faithful.. Keep arranging our own future together..

I have loved you..

I am loving you now..

I will always love you in my single day, my best hubby :* x.o.F 

My Daydream

That's what I wanna tell to you in every single day in order to give no chance for others saying it to you, my dearest Febry Herlambang

At the first, we know nothing each other --> had a little introduction just as friends with no other purposes --> as well, everything's getting deeper day by day --> seems like we're gonna have the same feeling --> That's absolutely true because we started to share our secret

"I knew I loved you before I met you" ..

Moreover after we meet at the first time.. 

I feel so blessed because every single thing goes on very well..

You can accept who I am..

You trust me.. You love me back .. You're so serious

I knew that you still should go far from here..

but somehow I still can't let you go..

These tears can't stop falling down while you're leaving..

just your promise that can make me logic..

but I still terribly miss you, my future hubby..

I hope that you could keep your promise n come back as soon as possible n never go far anymore..

Just staying beside me as my best mate, friend, leader, brother, n father

Having a real irreplaceable happiness with you is my dream..

Taking care of you until the end of my life is the most wonderful duty for me..

Giving you as much as love n happiness in the rest of my life is the best chance in my exceptional life..

 And having these ones is the best gift that Allah may give to our wonderful lifetime..n I really hope, it's not only my own dream, Dear Febry Herlambang

Beloved Moment

me and my beloved

me and my beloved

me and my beloved

his uncle - cousin - my beloved - me - his aunt

his beloved sister - cousin

his cousin - my beloved - me - beloved Mom

beloved Daddy - cousin - Grandpa - me - beloved sister - cousin

beloved sister - me - my beloved hubby

 me and my beloved, @Febryherlambang

I wanna say a trillion thanks to my beloved man @Febryherlambang to give me very irreplaceable moment with you n your lovely family

It can't be replaced by other presents in this world

Please, always be my side along my lifetime to..

•  love each other fully
• support every single choice n decision
• spend wonderful togetherness until the end of our life

Please, come back soon.. I totally miss u since your leaving

My Future

I know nothing about life moreover about Love

The only thing I know and realize when I'm with him is happiness in my deepest heart

When I started typing, I planned to say million things about love.. but when I stared at his portrait and remember all things that we have already passed, I lost every single word

Long Distance Relationship that we have.. never being a big obstacle for us and I totally wish that it will always be like this until our real togetherness come

The thing that I really wanna tell you, my dearest @Febry Herlambang ; thank you for...

•  coming into my life 
• loving me like it's your life
• trusting me to keep your heart
• talking all wonderful planning for us
• giving me much irreplaceable life ever 

Perhaps, I'm not good to keep promise but I will always try to do the best for you and us

I will always love you ever after

I will give all happiness that I could

I will always keep your heart as well

I will make our planning real

I will also give you the same irreplaceable life as you give to me, much more

Give your advice to yourself, please!!

Relationship in my imagination is a connection between 2 people who love each other n always wanna try to do n give the best

it's not the matter of giving a lot of advice to one side or push him/her to do what do you want without wanna know his/her feeling n willing

so if i feel that a relationship is already out of those lines, i prefer to break it out

n perhaps, that's one of reasons for being a single happy

sometimes i just hate talking about an agreement that already was deal by both sides

once both said "goodbye" that means forever -,-

Did I do any failure???

He's not someone that I just knew. I've met him since a couple years ago. I've never felt anything about him. When my best friend told me that he n I had the same love life experience. I just thought that everyone can have it too...
So, when he texted me first, I thought nothing. Moreover, I was getting closer to someone that I liked at that time
But, a few months ago, everything changed. I still can't understand what do I actually feel to him.
I just guess that he can be a friend, best friend, brother, or anything else that I expect of someone who I'll love later
or maybe it's already happening now. I'm already falling in love with him and it's getting deep and deeper

You can call me an egoistic girl if I say that I want you have the same feeling with me but that's how a love is running in our life, right???

Main Role

I love you, it's not because who you are but it's caused by who I am
When I discover this world. maybe you're nothing but for me you are the world

Sometimes most of people feel doubt when they already get a successful carrier, good appearance, and wealth but they haven't got any girl/boyfriend
Actually, it has an easy answer. "They are too busy to look for the love and ask it to God."

"Who have a role to find out our soulmate??"
...We have a big role on it. By asking it to God in order to be sent someone who we want at the wonderful time and at the moment you wait for it. God will give you a lot chances to increase your value due to be deserve to get him/her..
But if you don't get someone who you want, maybe God has already prepared someone who is better for you (someone who is not only better but also you need)

So, in this life you have a big role to try doing and asking the best. But the result is MAINLY depend on Him

I broke my hurt

Inspired by a sentence from one of my lectures... "I cut my finger" that's meant foreigners often blame themselves of the accident which's happened....
(bukannya orang2 Indonesia yg suka bilang.. "tangan gue terluka"..pas ditanya gara2 sapa, jawabnya "gara2 pisau"... tu kan nyalahin orang/benda lain)

In this case,,actually, this's my fault.. I've already known the best ways to face the bad-boys..but I can't do it well...
How stupid I am...

on the other hand, I always feel a little bit confuse.. "why do I often meet bad-boys??"... Although, I often try to avoid it. I perfectly fall in love to them...

In my holy book said that "a good girl is just for a good boy." but one of my best friend told me that "God is so fair. A good one is just a bad one. It's used to fix it to the right way."..... which one is true????

That's not really important.. I just want to "delete" him from my heart right now...!!!! Anybody can help me,please????!!!!!!

"Bad Boy" will always be a bad boy

I really hate you
because I can't forget you
as hard as I try.. you're always in my whole mind
when I can forget you.. you often remind me of you
but when I can't do it anymore..you just go away as you like to do
please..give me a rational reason in order to make it easier to do

I pray all day...asking to be given the easiest way for this
"If I can't be with you..It'll be better if I can forget you as soon as possible"
I have to do it to minimize pain in my heart which can't you know

you teach me to be an independent woman who can face everything in my whole world
Thanks to be in my world although we can't be in love

everything can be changed

i had ever said that everything that is impossible..always impossible forever
all differences can't be similar..
there's no chance for us together whatever its reason..

that's make me always tried to avoid all feeling which I've ever felt..
but if i tried harder, all of it became more difficult to overcome..

finally, i thought that I'll do what you said.. "Just let it flow"
but, when i just enjoy its flow..why is it faster happened???
and maybe since right now,everything's really different..

it's not only about our principal but also about your/our feeling which make us do something that you called "Just let it flow"..

something that's usual become unusual,now

i hope,it won't be faster to happen

crazy in love

Glitter Graphics

i don't kn0w why i'm so lazy to do everything especially to go to campus.
i just wanna go away to relax my body n mind fr0m a lot of "suck" things.
i also wanna scream loudly without any0ne can hear it.
i wanna scream my willing that
I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HONEST TO ME N YOURSELF..I'M SO TIRED TO STAND UP IN THIS SITUATION.

Loveeeeee
OR
DEVILLLL
?????
T.T