6th Term

I just started the first day on the 6th term and it was raining all day. It causes most of people including me, feel so lazy to do everything
I was wet when I arrived at college and unfortunately I wore white shoes which was getting so dirty.. iyyuuuhh.. how fool I am
but it was still continuable to the evening. because of my laziness to fillful the gas in my motorcycle when I went home. I had to do it in the evening when the weather is getting cooler
By wearing a pajamas, a sweater and with a messy hair, I went out in a cold evening -,-
but I still wish that it'll not be a bad term for good ^-^

Main Role

I love you, it's not because who you are but it's caused by who I am
When I discover this world. maybe you're nothing but for me you are the world

Sometimes most of people feel doubt when they already get a successful carrier, good appearance, and wealth but they haven't got any girl/boyfriend
Actually, it has an easy answer. "They are too busy to look for the love and ask it to God."

"Who have a role to find out our soulmate??"
...We have a big role on it. By asking it to God in order to be sent someone who we want at the wonderful time and at the moment you wait for it. God will give you a lot chances to increase your value due to be deserve to get him/her..
But if you don't get someone who you want, maybe God has already prepared someone who is better for you (someone who is not only better but also you need)

So, in this life you have a big role to try doing and asking the best. But the result is MAINLY depend on Him

I broke my hurt

Inspired by a sentence from one of my lectures... "I cut my finger" that's meant foreigners often blame themselves of the accident which's happened....
(bukannya orang2 Indonesia yg suka bilang.. "tangan gue terluka"..pas ditanya gara2 sapa, jawabnya "gara2 pisau"... tu kan nyalahin orang/benda lain)

In this case,,actually, this's my fault.. I've already known the best ways to face the bad-boys..but I can't do it well...
How stupid I am...

on the other hand, I always feel a little bit confuse.. "why do I often meet bad-boys??"... Although, I often try to avoid it. I perfectly fall in love to them...

In my holy book said that "a good girl is just for a good boy." but one of my best friend told me that "God is so fair. A good one is just a bad one. It's used to fix it to the right way."..... which one is true????

That's not really important.. I just want to "delete" him from my heart right now...!!!! Anybody can help me,please????!!!!!!

My First Public Speaking

I just get this lecture (Public Speaking) in 5th term and I was really nervous when I had to give the speech. although, I were a volunteer. hehe
Actually, I had already got the good topic since a few weeks ago when my classmate gave the controversial topic about a bad boy is different from a playboy. And I really want to refuse that argument
at the moment, I was getting more nervous. Moreover, the first speaker (Ica) failed but, the second one (Faozan,the new comer) was succeessful.
when my hands sweated and my knees shook, my best friend (Nitha) told me to relax and try to do the best
Finally, I can do it well
and now, I'm preparing the next topic for mid-term test. wish me can be successful

My Lovely Hometown

It was almost 7 years, I've never visited there
I realized that I really miss it

On the first day, I went to "alun-alun" for having breakfast
and in the afternoon, we went to a Junior High School near my grandma's house to play basket ball there

That's the boys... hehehee

We often played UNO card all the time
Here they are...
who got punishment when they became the looser
ahahahaha

The main part of my grandma's house
I often spent my whole time here

My brothers when visited our relatives' house at night

my uncle-my brother-my lovely Mom

me-vian

It's me

We were going to the beach at noon
We were fishing, swimming, playing sands and waves, having brunch, and taking some photos

Gegap Gempita Ramadhan

Actually, it's quite late talking about the beginning of Ramadhan because It's already the seventeenth day..hehe

But if you know my purpose to write down here.. You'll know my great reason
Since a few years ago, I saw that so many people look so busy to face Ramadhan.. Started by sending apologize to other people via phone,messages or others.. Buying the new pray equipment to be used for Taraweh,, in fact, they just come to the mosque at the first week and will disappear in the next weeks.. It causes the empty spaces there
Where have they been??

They're busy to prepare everything for Lebaran's Day which's still 3 weeks later.. Waaaaawwwww
IS IT THE REALITY OF RAMADHAN AND LEBARAN's DAY IN OUR COUNTRY??!!

Friendship

One of us is so debonair.. Another one is really mesmerize.. There's also the incredible one.. And the other one is the apple of us.. But there's one thing that's absolutely right.. We're irreplaceable
That's the beginning of our friendship

At the first time..the vanity, fuss, ease, accomplishment's struggling, dread, and any others may wound our friendship
Expectation and regret are still useful to synchronize our differences.. Bliss and teardrops are also coloring it

It's hard to conceive that It'll already be run out
coz unrealized..one by one forsakes each other
Although it's looked plain enough but it's very heavenly
I so hesitate that it will be in our lifetime
But if it has to fade away..sooner or later
I wish..there won't be any foe..
And I wanna be so grateful coz God has already given it to me..