everything can be changed

i had ever said that everything that is impossible..always impossible forever
all differences can't be similar..
there's no chance for us together whatever its reason..

that's make me always tried to avoid all feeling which I've ever felt..
but if i tried harder, all of it became more difficult to overcome..

finally, i thought that I'll do what you said.. "Just let it flow"
but, when i just enjoy its flow..why is it faster happened???
and maybe since right now,everything's really different..

it's not only about our principal but also about your/our feeling which make us do something that you called "Just let it flow"..

something that's usual become unusual,now

i hope,it won't be faster to happen

Because of you

[Verse 1:]

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

Hate that I Love You

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

this movie was also recommended by Nitha
it's a romantic comedy movie

it tells about a young lady (Holly) who depressed because her husband (Gerry) just passed away a few weeks before her 30 birthday

then, she always gets some letters from her husband who is written before his death

it's a photo when she gets her last letter from Gerry
it's in the Gerry's backyard

it's the last letter from this movie
Gerry always notices "P.S I Love You" in all letters
this movie is fully romantic

a few months ago, one of my friends (nitha) recommended me to watch this drama movie

it tells about a woman who is a shopaholic
because when she was a child, she saw some women who can buuy everything that they wanted easily by using a "magic" card

she really loves shoes, dress and everything which is beautiful and branded

it makes her credit card out of limit and she is in a terrible condition
but because of it, she can know which is her needs and will

and because of it, she can solve her problems by mature mind and full of responsible
she also find her true love (soul mate)
we must already know which is our needs and will

Boys Before Flowers

it's a Korean series titled "Boys Before Flowers"
which was so booming a few months ago (maybe 'till now)

they are...
Goo Joon Pyo - Yoo Ji Hoo - So Yi Jung - Song Woo Bin

and the girl is Geum Jan Di

it's not really different to other series. Moreover, "Meteor Garden"
but in my opinion, it's more enjoyable than MG

From BBF, i already knew that
how hard your way to get something
but you still believe that you can
you'll get it..."slowly but sure"

Why Why Love

it's a Korean series that i watched a few months ago
and it has been inspiring me 'till right now

it tells about a girl who must have some "strange" business with two brothers
when she thinks of Huo Yan, she can forget her problem because she loves him
but when she thinks of Huo Da, she become so angry because she's really hate him

but one thing that i've got
how hard you try to avoid someone (who's your real soul mate)
you'll meet him and God will connect you

and when you really love him/her
you can do everything to keep him/her although it hurts you
but you must believe that God has never given any problems that can't be solved

"So, keep your be loved one"